Wow ! Where had the time gone?
I still have not found a surrogate who can carry for me. I so want another baby ! I have had a few dreams that baby girl had a baby brother and I can see the face so clearly. I am not certain if that is God trying to tell me something or not….
My daughter is a handful all on her own so we are good for right now !
I am trying to learn how to control her little temper without having to resort to popping her legs or hands. No means absolutely nothing to her ! This baby is soooooo me ! Lol.
Can you believe that it has been eleven months since I was sent to the hospital, straight from my 36 week MFM and OB appointment, to prep for a cesarean birth of this precious angel?
Eleven months ago !!
I am still trying to wrap my mind around the fact that I have a baby girl. She is a culmination of my every dream come true. It still feels surreal.
I lie still at night in the wee hours and watch her sleep. I sit in awe of God’s grace and His gift to me.
My daughter has met and exceeded all expected milestones, despite being born a month early.
She will soon be walking unassisted. The only thing she has not gotten yet is teeth. For a baby who has been teething since two months old, I fully expected to see two teeth spring up on the bottom by now, but no such luck. Teeth will poke through the gums when they are good and ready.
Babies look so funny when teeth start coming in anyway so I should be more patient.
I still can not believe that in a month I will be celebrating my daughter’s first birthday. One whole year ! Unbelievable.
This week, baby girl had a ball being tortured with trying on Grandmom’s new wigs that came.
She hates when you place hats, wigs, or headbands on her head ! She snatches them off almost immediately so you have to have the camera ready. Lol
Above, I caught her standing but she refuses to take a step when summoned.
I do not think it will be long before she will be brave enough to walk unassisted.
This week we celebrated the last day of radiation therapy for my mom. Now she starts infusion therapy of a new drug protocol next week. This infusion will be done every three weeks for the rest of her life.
Things were looking up this week and she thought she could breathe a sigh of relief until yesterday she learned that my grandmother’s evil sisters are still targeting our family behind my grandmother. My grandmom lives with my mom’s brother now because her dementia has progressed. Her sisters were trying to get their hands on my grandmother’s money and trying to change her insurance beneficiaries to themselves. They kept accusing my mom of abusing my grandmom and once the state investigated, it was determined to be unfounded on two occasions and the investigator from the area agency on aging stated that they realized that my aunts were doing this out of malicious intent and they would not be entertaining any more complaints.
That was three years ago almost. Keep in mind we have not seen nor spoken to any of them, not even my grandmom because my aunts turned her against us. Now they are back at it ! I ask for your prayers as we go throught yet another legal battle with these demons. I will update more later…
Still no teeth and trying to walk !
My little princess… more like a little queen is growing into a VERY headstrong and independent individual.
She is learning more words, becoming a lot more vocal about what she wanta and does not want and she becomes more gorgeous day by day. I am completely and throroughly head over heels in love with this tiny human I made. She is the best thing I have ever done !