Today is CD 3 and Stim Day 2 !! This morning, I injected the Ganirelix, took 20 mg of Prednisone, 175 mg Synthroid, 1 Claritin and I have to take 4000 units of Vitamin D, 2 prenatal vitamins (am and pm) and 20 mg of Prednisone later this evening. My neupogen has been ordered and will be available for pick up on Monday.
In other news, I have my two year old niece visiting for Spring Break. This morning, I awoke to her pelting my side with projectile watery vomit ! Is this what I have to look forward too? She has an upper respiratory infection and chest congestion and yesterday she had a fever spike to 103. I gave her Motrin for the fever and she is taking liquid Claritin for the allergies and has an am and pm natural cough syrup. I hope she gets better today. She is not acting sick, but you can tell she is not at 100%. She is just not as wide open as she usually is. This girl, my mini me, has energy for days !
My mom is still in a lot of pain this morning from the neuropathy in her right heel and still can not walk on it. I really hope this passes soon ! No fun….
Today, I started taking Estrace (estrogen) for my estrogen priming protocol ! I have to take two of the little blue pills per day. What is so odd is that these are the SAME little blue pills we put up out hoo-haa later in the cycle. Where they do that at? lol
I am taking Estrace for seven days then I have to wait for my period to start, which should be next weekend. Once my period starts, I am to go in for a baseline and pending no cysts or weird stuff, I start stims.
I am taking 4 maca root pills in the afternoons until my period starts to ward off cysts due to high estrogen levels. The maca root balances out the estrogen by adding progesterone to our system.
In other news, my mother has completed the first round of chemo and has a little break for three weeks until she starts eight weeks of the second round of chemo (toxil) which is really harsh. She will have a chemo infusion every 2 weeks. After she finishes the second round of chemo, she starts daily radiation and then will have reconstructive surgery.
On the dating front, my mom suggested I join sites that exclusively feature European men since they are more my speed and definitely are my interest. European men, according to several people I have spoken too, my personal experience and as read in several articles, are a bit different than American men of the same age bracket. They are more mature in terms of relationship and are more apt to be looking for marriage as opposed to a booty call or hookup. Now, we can not categorize all American men as such, but over the past few months, it is becoming apparent, with my experience on dating sites, and the experiences of others I have spoken too that American men in the age bracket of my interest, are still in party mode. You meet more men who want sexual escapades without commitment than you do men who are serious and looking for a committed relationship.
There are several renowned sites, such as Meetic.com, Flirtbox (Ireland), Parship (France), EuropeanCupid, etc that I am looking at and putting up profiles on. Hopefully, I will run across a tall, intelligent, gorgeous Italian, Englishman, or Greek ! 🙂 I am also joining two language exchange groups which is another place to meet the kind of man who peeks my interest. Wish me luck ! I figure the one way to find what you want is to start actively looking for it and placing yourself on the path of where those things are.
Would it not be awesome if I pop out some twins AND find Mr. Right or a few Mr. Rights to take prospect applications from? lol
No, I did not POAS (pee on a stick), but this was the only image I could find with 6DP5DT. So yes, today is 6DP5DT and I am feeling a lot of mild cramping. It is akin to pre-period cramping.
Today, I took it a bit easy. I made my famous mouthwatering meatloaf, mashed potatoes, fresh whole string beans, and roadhouse yeast rolls. Everything turned out amazing ! I am now deciding if I want to cut the cheesecake that I made two days ago. I have not had the heart to cut it yet.
I am truly starting to go into freak out mode ! I am worrying about the cramping, although we all know that cramping is very normal during the implantation period and I have 2 more days of the implantation period. By Wednesday, HCG should begin to show up in my bloodstream. This suspense is nerve wrecking. I have tried to keep myself occupied by baking, cooking and writing, but my mind wanders with every twinge and cramp.
Tomorrow is my mom’s first chemo session. I am really nervous about her doing this course of chemo drugs, as it is reportedly extremely harsh and can damage the heart. Her oncologist opted to spread her treatments out over a longer period instead of over 6 weeks, as to lessen the damage and hopefully be less harsh on her body. She has already started her protocol requirements today. I am just praying that these meds kill every single cancer cell in her body and that this is the last time she will ever have to deal with the big c.