Today is 11DP3DT and I took a digital FRER first thing this morning before heading out to the dreaded beta. The FRER said HELL NO !
I packed up all my injectibles, put up my other meds and boxed them all up feeling defeated. I had spoken with my RE and told him that my cycle had failed and he wanted to schedule me for laparoscopic surgery to figure out what is going on and to rule out endometriosis. I had already contacted Cape Fear Fertility in South Africa and pulled the forms for California Conceptions and San Diego Fertility.
I went about my day sulking and made appointments with my Internist, my OB for a referral to an RE and also with my NYC RE.
My phone rings this afternoon and it is CNY. I called them back after letting the phone go to voicemail and I had the nurse on the line and I was sitting there with a tude waiting for her to tell me how sorry she was etc. This heifer says CONGRATULATIONS. I was like FOR WHAT? She said your beta is 84 ! I was like say WHAAAAAT? I do not remember any thing she said after that…. I remember saying MOM…. I’m… PREGNANT ! All I remembered after that was putting the phone back to my ear saying WHAT THE HELL and the nurse telling me that I have follow up blood work on Monday and Congrats….
How many times have I cautioned other patients not to believe the HPT because they can be false… God has got jokes huh??? Really God. This is how you are gonna play me? REALLY? I am NOT amused, but so grateful ! I am still going to be cautiously optimistic until I see a fetal pole, a heartbeat, and can make it past 20 weeks ! I see my OB on the 10th so if all is well, I am demanding that he to a TAC so that my cervix doesn’t fail me.
Can you guys believe this?
I am a MOMMY !!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have chills and am crying tears of joy for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Praise God and CONGRATS MAMA!!!
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I still don’t believe it !! Maybe it will sink in at some point…
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Thanks for the prayers !!!
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Congratulations!!!! I gasped out loud when I read this! This is so exciting! I am so happy for you!
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Thank you ! I am still in shock and it has not hit me yet…
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We found out last Saturday that our FET worked and we are expecting! It still doesn’t feel real to me and it’s been a week. I figure it will probably take a bit of time and it won’t be until I see the little bean (or beans) on the ultrasound that I really believe it. Congratulations again Momma!!
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Awwww congrats to you Mommy !!!! How awesome !!
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Whaaat!! OMG That’s like the best news ever. What a wonderful surprise. I couldn’t be happier for you!! Woohoo!!! And side note… is there really a clinic called Cape Fear in my country? That’s funny.
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What country? Lol
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South Africa. 🙂
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Yep, that is where I was going to go if this cycle had not worked lol. I was going thru profiles at Sunshine and Global eggs lol
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You should go visit South Africa anyway for a babymoon 🙂 I’m still smiling about your news 🙂
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With that Zika virus running rampant, I am afraid to move about lol. My mom wants to go someplace tropical with my sisters and I, but I have already warned them I will only go to Europe right now lol… or Dubai !
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So exciting!!! Congratulations!!!!
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Thank you !
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Hooray! I am overjoyed for you. The last comment i read was your negative home test and was so upset for you. I just smiled ear to ear!
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Color me surprised ! Lol. Thx !
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I am so happy to read this! Praying God’s covering over you, your little ones, and your mother. Bless you!
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Thank you !
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