After sitting and stewing most of the morning, I decided to go to the lab at the hospital to have my beta done since my mom had an emergency dental appointment after radiation treatment today. My beta is 2. Having a feeling that it is negative and seeing it live and in person, are two different things. I am pissed off. At the same time, I am glad that I did give my own eggs one more chance before moving on. I realize that just because the eggs make embryos and they “appear” normal, does not mean they aneuploidy does not exist. The embryos can appear normal but will not implant if they are abnormal, which happens more often than not the older we get. Our eggs are just simply hard boiled.
This is the reason why doctors push for women who are advanced maternal age to move to donor eggs so that the embryos are healthy and not “aged”.
If anyone has any advice about donor eggs and good clinics I should look into, please feel free to send me the info !!
** Also, if anyone is in need of Lovenox (30mg), Desogen(Apri) birth control pills, or Delestrogen, feel free to shoot me an email, as I have left over meds I will now not need. (firstname.lastname@example.org)
Let the research begin !