My nurse just called with an update and guess who has THREE EMBRYOS and waiting on the 4th to possibly catch up? ME !!!!!
Me and God had us a little talk yesterday and again this morning and I surrendered to Him all of my anger, all of my disappointment, and all that rage and I told God that I am trusting in Him to turn this around because I know ONLY He can and I KNOW He was NOT going to forsake me. I promised Him that I was going to stand on HIS WORD and He is not a man that He would lie. After that little talk, I felt this peace wash over me like a waterfall and at that point, I knew everything was going to be okay.
I can not tell you how relieved I am that I am still in the game. The only sad thing is, we do not have enough time to thaw my frozen embryo to transfer that one too. I would have to wait until Monday to do that and I do not want to risk the other embryos just to thaw that one. If necessary, I will do an FET later. The FETs are included in my contract so I would only have to buy the meds. I report to the fertility center on Saturday an hour a half prior to my transfer so that I can do acupuncture.
Thank you all for your prayers and well wishes. For those who do not believe that prayer changes things, there is your proof !