I am so freaking pissed I could cuss ! My beta this week? SEVEN ! Last week? EIGHT !! Week before that? NINE !! Ugh Ugh Ugh !!!
Why me Lord? Why me??? I thought that by doing a D&C, things would return to normal after a month or so. This is week SEVEN and my beta is SEVEN ! Okay, seven is my favorite number… means completion but I do not sense that right now. I am angry. I am pissed off. I am mad as hell ! I want a ZERO beta so that I can move on with my life.
No, I get a seven, off and on bleeding, dark brown gross spotting, and the wearing of thin pads, which I deplore !
I called my doctor’s office and asked the nurse if anything could be done to speed this up and of course, the answer is NO ! There is nothing they can prescribe to make this beta go down. I am so over this I do not know what to to !!